somehow. memories seem to be flowing back again. was at marina square suntec millenia walk that area with Nicole, Edgar and Ying Zheng. it's been more than a year since we last spent time like that together. it feels so different back then as compared to now. we all grow. we all mature. it was a refreshing experience to meet up with them again. it reminded me of how low i was in the cycle of life.

in terms of knowledge. i am lacking. in terms of thoughts. i am lacking. there are just so many things in which i am lacking. but. is it really me lacking? or have i choose this way in fear or knowing or thinking too much on my own accord.

it's funny to be with old friends these days and to think back of the times and memories we spent together in the past. all the good times and bad times. they all have adverse effects in our lives. we may never notice nor comprehend. but it happened.

past lived, present living, future live; for the memories that lives.

sometimes i feel i choose to shut any worldly affairs from my mind for fear of spending too much thoughts about it or anything else for that matter. just can't seem to find the answers for that matter.

my brain isn't processing that well these days. so i shall just end with a short quote instead of my usual poem.